My first born son Titus wouldve turned two on 8/6 and my first born daughter Blake wouldve turned two on 8/9. Even though it has been 2 years since the day they were born and passed away...i can remember every single detail about that week. Especially this past week i cant get them off my mind...
This year i wasnt as emotional as i was last year, i think the pain and ache for them will never go away, but i think it will get easier to deal with.
Now that i have 1 year old twins, its so hard knowing that i dont get to raise Blake & Titus...it hurts to know that i only had less then an hour with each of them while they were still alive. It still hurts so much, but with Zane and Sky here i know that they carry with them a part of their older sibling in them!
Ive never posted a picture of Titus & Blake, but i think im finally ready....
That was then...This is now!!
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